[心情]青春组歌 [复制链接]

                              

                                                                                                      

                                                                                 青春组歌

                                                                              

                                                         四年已从指尖流过，

                                                         旧年此时，你在我生命里留下深深的印记。

                                                         回首来时的路，我不禁会问，

                                                         缘分真的就差那么一小步吗？

                                                         这样的一小步，是不是改变了我们的人生？

                                                                            

                                                         翻出自己的笔记本、便笺纸、甚至是课本的边白。

                                                         我找的了自己的心路历程。

                                                         看着那些曾经书写下的文字，心情依旧难以平复。

                                                         只是命运让我们如此之近，又如此之远。

                                                                            

                                                         又是不眠的一夜，想知道你是否能感受到我的心，

                                                         在深夜里煎熬着、祈盼着、叹息着。

    

                                                         想知道你是否曾为我哭过，四年以来，我们的世界在

                                                         最初的几个月后戛然而止。

                                                         自那之后，我们无数次的相遇，却永远只是简单的一

                                                         句“嗨”。

                                                         原谅我做不到若无其事，因为我知道，

                                                         每当看着你的时候，眼神会泄露我的秘密。

                                                                            

                                                         想知道你是否也像我一样时常陷入回忆，独自一人

                                                         回想着那一个个画面。

                                                         那年的秋天，中心花园的晨光洒在你来时的步点，

                                                         踩在我起身离开的瞬间。

                                                         当我缓缓抬起头，不敢相信你就站在我眼前。

                                                         你对我说，我们缘分也许只差了一小步，就好比

                                                         当我走开，你却到来......

    

                                                         四年已过，那些情景没有褪去，藏在旧地重游时的回忆里，

                                                         还是一样清晰。

                                                                              

                                                         其实我们的世界从未开始过，

                                                         在戛然而止的一刻，不是结束，

                                                         是叹息。

                                                         叹息迟疑与犹豫，叹息命运的捉弄，

                                                         叹息我甚至没能鼓起勇气，去让你做一次选择。

                                                                            

                                                         所以我，不能。

                                                         所以我，离开。

                                                         离开有你的地方，

                                                         离开有你和他的地方。

                                                                              

                                                         四年前的今天，千佛山顶，

                                                         你在我身边。

    

                                                         迎风而散的是我的名字，

                                                         还有那句生日快乐。

    

                                                         也许你不知道，

                                                         它们并没有随风而去，

                                                         它们落在了我的心上，

                                                         镶嵌入我的心里，

                                                         流出幸福的血来。

                                                                            

                                                         那一晚，我哭得像个孩子。

                                                         哭过之后，睡得很安稳，

                                                         因为我知道，

                                                         曾被爱过。

                                                                                                        

                                                                                                     意雨漫步

                                                                                                     2012.11.27