回复 菩提本无树:
Thanks a lot for your authenticity.
I am extremely sensitive and, so consequenlty, really easy to be hurt. For a long time, I stopped believing in life, and in myself. I hided in a self-isolating shell to try protecting my own fragility. But no longer. Enough is enough.
My life is a platform that I can transform from a caterpillar into a butterfly. THAT WILL ALWAYS STAND TRUE. However, more than that, I also want my life, as a positive example, to stimulate transforming others' life. I deeply understand what the society's prejudice and bigotry can do to damage one's life. That sense of shame and un-acceptability nearly brought me to the edge of suicide three times.
I want to make a difference, you know, a difference that can help some young gay children to break through all the shackles that are imposed on by the society, and help them to realize that it is okay to be gay, to true to themselves, and to live a true self as they wish, as some one else have done that before them.
I want to be the lighthouse that guides someone struggling in the rough ocean to find a way leadingback to land. And the most successful strategy to achieve that is to make a miracle out of my own life.
By the way, 回复 邓肯:
I saw you post. Thank you very much. Frankly, I need your support and appreciate your support, just as I need every one else', though I know I can never get it from some one even if I cherish her opinion so dearly.
Anyway, I have already got more than I ever dreamed of before I came out, I am proud of all you guys and sincerely grateful to have you in my life.
Wish you the best, all of you guys!