What l'm trying to say is,
我想说的是
l understand feeling as small
and as insignificant as humanly possible,
我了解那种渺小又微不足道的感受
and how it can actually ache in places
that you didn't know you had inside you,
就算遍体鳞伤也要故作坚强
and it doesn't matter
how many new haircuts you get
不管换了几个新发型
or gyms you join or how many glasses of
chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends,
或是去健身或是和姊妹淘喝白酒
you still go to bed every night
going over every detail,
日日夜夜都仍在回想着每个细节
and wonder what you did wrong
or how you could have misunderstood.
纳闷自己到底哪里错了，哪里误解了
And how in the hell, for that brief moment,
you could think that you were that happy?
最后自问怎么会把短暂的欢愉
错当成永久的快乐
And sometimes you can even
convince yourself that he'll see the light
有时候会说服自己
and show up at your door.
他会想清楚回来的
(SlGHS)
And after all that,
however long all that may be,
经历过这一切后
you'll go somewhere new
人还是会重新开始
and you'll meet people
who make you feel worthwhile again,
再遇到值得付出的人
and little pieces of your soul
will finally come back.
然后一点一点地重拾自信
