Bye,bye,bye（再也不见）
By 水影
08.10.11--10.12
Find it hard to figure out the right words to descibe the exact feelings right now I am going through, when I decide it may be the right time to stop. Stop worrying about you, about me, about us. Stop the silly act of hiding myself in the asylum of writing proses.
查点着几年留下的片言碎语，大略数来，已经百篇有余。简单的扫过，嘴角暗暗生出淡淡的笑。怀恋走过这段岁月前的单纯，怅惘走过这些日子里的风雨，伤情走过这段时间后的复杂。
Loved enough to hurt, never ever before thought it would hurt so much, like a sharp knife stabbed deep into my heart draining every drop of blood from me, like a rope strangled tightly around my neck taking away every breath of my life. I am cursed, a gennie in the bottle.
爱，好伤人的字眼；情，好虚伪的辩解。流自我心底的爱却成了你日后伤我最利的剑，发自我心底的情却成了你后来拒绝我的理由。爱也好，情也罢，是局游戏，玩不起请离开。你说。我，词穷，泪枯，情烬，心死。婆罗树花散，凡身入涅磐。
I know, at the very moment, I am hooked by anger building up in my gut that I was lost in your guise of understanding. I am, like a fragile vase, titering on the edge of blowing up.
敞开我生活的画卷，交给你唯一的浏览权，你却偷偷笑着我的愚蠢。精心为你做的装点，你却瞟都不瞟一眼。陷在这样为你表演的怪圈，眼中湖也干了，嘴边花也凋了。
Baby, you are wrong, you know. You're not irreplacable. I won't cry a tear for you. Tired of being a souvenir, I won't live in the memory you left any more. This is my life, now or never.
某某, 明显的，你一点都不了解我的性情，我不是一只折了翅膀就再也飞不起来的鸟儿，你温柔的欺骗不是我冲不破的牢笼。
Though I am indeed a bird, I am that kind which is always reborn from the ashes he died. Hey, you Naysayer, I refuse to be manipulated.
重打点好行囊，留你在走过的路口，留你的记忆在吹过的风中。我，带着新生的喜悦，仍在行程中。
Sorry, buddy, I am done. Ta ta!
“有情人”，再也不见!
